It's Hard To Describe
It is hard to describe one's feeling following the untimely death of a loved one....Numb would be a great beginning. Numb all over, can't feel a thing. One day I know it will hit...big time! Kaaboom!!! And there I''ll be...sitting there dumbfounded wondering what the hell it was that hit me......
Fortunately I have loved ones surrounding me along with a therpist friend that keeps Old Bob afloat and both oars in the water.
This weekend is Keith's birthday!!! Time for a celebration!!!
Bob, there is no way to describe it. I'm still numb about my mom and I know that isn't even comparable at all to what you went through. But it's still a loss of one we've loved deeply. There have been small kaabooms and big kaabooms and time periods I can't remember.
ReplyDeleteI sometimes feel cold hearted like I can't and don't know how to feel what needs to be felt. Does that make sense?
I found myself just really holding on to those extra happy times to get me through.
Keith's birthday is a wonderful time to celebrate him and the happy times. Cherish it.